i probably shouldn't
but i still miss you
i miss how you would leave your comfort zone to give me a little piece of mine
i miss you singing
and i love how you played the song from our first day
on our last day
i miss the way you talk, and the things you say, and how you make me laugh
and then you make me laugh
again
and again
and again
laugh all the way from the restaurant to my house - in heavy traffic
laugh because even over email you still sound the same
laugh when you got mad at me for mentioning our place
i know it's selfish of me to miss you
because you miss all of us, and them, and her, and maybe even me
but i haven't found anyone else who can make me laugh as much as you can
even if it's just by a memory
and i know i shouldn't
but i still miss you